Got up early, found something&9s missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing&9s changed.
Who am I this time, where&9s my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one&9s calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won&9t bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there&9s nothing left to see.
What&9s done is done, this life has got it&9s hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it&9s all the same.
God won&9t waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who&9s gonna wait.

No one&9s calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won&9t bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there&9s nothing left to see.
what&9s done is done, this life has got it&9s hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?

It was once my life - it was my life at one time.